My eyes are full of fucking sadness.

I see good things come to the end and probably my behaviour is the reason of this.
You can tell me almost everything but not that I didn't want to try.

I've got really bad headache, fever at night didn't let me sleep a lot.
The truth makes me have fucking sadness in my eyes.
Why? Because I need you and I'm too afraid it won't work at all.
Again. Over and over again.
I can't believe...


I can't pretend some flashbacks are coming back,
I'm not strong enough, I thought you would be my strength...