because of you

I don't have time to wait for something which will never happen. I don't have days, whiles, moments, nights. It's such a shame for us to break apart but now I can see the truth, I realise you won't be here again. 

Never ever. Sleepless nights will end.

keep dreaming

I'd like to keep dreaming, I'd like to still believe, you'll be here but it's high time to stop.
Because some day everything ends and another, different starts. is it better? I hope.
You were the one of my life but you aren't here. why? cause you don't want to be.
When another day comes up I will try not to forget but just to live as normally and calmly as possible because it's better to have hope than to sit and have nothing, do you know that ?

how?

I feel emptiness, you're still my best friend, I can't let you go.
 Understand me, I love You.

Wild one

Wednesday is the best day to party, party all night long <3

( fuck, all the memories. tonight. )

face to face.

" Myślę by zadzwonić wciskam pierwszą z cyfr

kilka lat życia mija, nim wybiorę drugą z nich

wszystko się przewija mija jak sekundowy film "

Tomorrow

I know, it's over cause tomorrow never brings me you again. It never gives me hope that everything is possible. The reality kills me, every day more and more. I remember almost all the words which mean : you've got only one life, you can do what you want etc. but I'm almost 20 and still don't understand the world.

greetings from...

' Somebody's gonna miss you,

Somebody's gonna wish that you were here '

This small city was going to give me something more which I really need and want to have. Why it didn't work at all too quickly? Why am I a girl which is better to stop talking with? What have I in my eyes or in my mind?

It's too hard to understand this point of view. I'm not very proud about yesterday but if it changes anything if I tell you I regret? Is there any sense to regret what I did? Probably I don't want to know.  Try to think in my way.