if tomorrow never comes.

For more I don't have strenght.

The second term for studies has opened and I'm ill again but my sister blog is two years old so we ' must ' take photos in Katowice :

month has followed - letter to You.

Honey? Oh, I forgot I can't call you in this way. 
Month has followed - it's the same, maybe a little bit sad and you don't tell: Goodnight and I can't sleep because of it.
I've got your sweater in hands and tears are falling on the floor. I can't stop missing, can't stop thinking about what we could do together, there are a lot of places, cinemas, shops which we could go or maybe we could stay at home and lie together in bed...

don't you know it's over?

let it go, let it burn, let it be.
-don't you know it's over... ? 
-don't you understand he'll never back ?  -oh, yes, I don't.
he'll never care again how you feel. no matter how you want him to do it.
You sit and cry, every day is the same but honey it's really good time to wake up. 
just let it go. let him go and never back. just.

I had to.

Turn Me On <3

Following my emotions I went nowhere.

talking to myself.

I'm talking to myself that I'm strong and have heart made from glass. I'm trying to be bitch, really cold and case. Bitch who you will love cause you couldn't love that girl like I used to be - just honest.

If only I could change what I'm feeling to you right now. Will you ever think that I was unusual for you? not for another men, not for your friends, just for you. Will you ever try to hold me on and stay? and the last, will you ever try to understand me?  and ask yourself if I look like happy person without you...