maybe he broke up because he was seeing himself in me. Maybe he couldn't stand this feeling. I don't know.

Day after day follows but I still miss him. what can I if I still seek him. is the any hope I could lean on ?

So, I took my camera and looking for something unusual which could make me feel better. He was saying: you have to believe in your dreams. but why he gave up so quickly?

I can't.

In the air is too much of sadness, it's really cold here without you and it hurts me the way I can't stand this pain. day after day follows but I'm still waiting, looking through the window... I can't help this feeling.

what?

I have to learn a lot, the time of exams starts, I don't have time to think about you. I have to stand up and forget.  My eyes want to cry. First yes then no - and now I'm again alone. What? That's all.
Need some beer, need some party. but everything after exams...

fuck .

it's cold. in the air is too much of sadness. My eyes watch things which mind doesn't want to see. 
I'm scared that everything's gonna end - that this dream's gonna end or it's not a dream? 
suddenly my world has changed into something like it used to be. something full of sadness.
sometimes trust you it's really hard. sometimes trust myself it's too hard... What should I think? if your best answer is silent. I can't believe, just can't that it's again the same. I changed my emotions, changed my mind and... everything sucks after a few days. fuck of.


some good polish hip hop.

p-p-p-paranoia.

my life's paranoia. Following my emotions I realise I've got nothing but now it's changining. Changes are perfect .

games between you and me.

And the games you'd play, you would always win, always win.

I now I can be strong. New Year brings me a lot of changes. And it's beautiful. :)
I'm glad you found me in this club.
I needed somebody like you. Oh, not like. I need You.