sister in my beloved shoes. 

somebody who could love you but he couldn't. why ? because game is over, you were in love first.

come away.

 sometimes i can't find any hope. days like today make me feel really tired about my feelings. don't tell me everything will be all right. no, without you unfortunately no.  it's happening all the time and killing me.

so is there any hope which i can rest my dreams on ?

if you ever go away, i'll never forget how your heartbeating. you were here, just only two days ago. it was real ? or it was only a dream? i love you, yes i'm sure.

hard.

Everything sucks without you. what should i do ? could you tell me? what should i think if i need you and you don't wanna be right now by me. that's not fair. i'm too tired, this day was really terrible. my first ' visit ' on university was fucking strange... all i need today is you but the silence is more meaningful than words
sometimes i think it will never change... but  ' If you ever leave me, baby,

Leave some morphine out my door ' 

this words are all what i have for you.