let it be.

Something would change and my world will never be the same.
New Year suddenly has changed everything.

where are you...

I don't have any hope to try again . it's impossible. I live in tangle of my feelings

nobody said it was easy.

i couldn't fight this feeling. i don't know if i do right or wrong it doesn't matter...

let's play ! play like never before. you're worth it, aren't you?

Big Jet Plane.

Big Jet Plane

We have nothing to lose but we're still too far from each other.
i hate this feeling but you don't care, do you?

sister in my beloved shoes. 

somebody who could love you but he couldn't. why ? because game is over, you were in love first.

come away.

 sometimes i can't find any hope. days like today make me feel really tired about my feelings. don't tell me everything will be all right. no, without you unfortunately no.  it's happening all the time and killing me.

so is there any hope which i can rest my dreams on ?

if you ever go away, i'll never forget how your heartbeating. you were here, just only two days ago. it was real ? or it was only a dream? i love you, yes i'm sure.

hard.

Everything sucks without you. what should i do ? could you tell me? what should i think if i need you and you don't wanna be right now by me. that's not fair. i'm too tired, this day was really terrible. my first ' visit ' on university was fucking strange... all i need today is you but the silence is more meaningful than words
sometimes i think it will never change... but  ' If you ever leave me, baby,

Leave some morphine out my door ' 

this words are all what i have for you.

the second part

Sometimes you need to lean over but it doesn't keep everything together don't wanna go somewhere, don't wanna do something or kick him out it's too hard but he doesn't feel the same, does he? you don't know or maybe the true is more complicated than you think...
Sometimes you're sure it doesn't have any sense, you hurt cry you're sad, the second day more than last
what's more you think you love him... ?

and from ' backstage ' 

changes, changes...

i need a lot of changes cause something's going wrong. all what makes me stronger is my reflect camera. need a lot of photos, sessions and photoshop.

and now i'm alone with polish hip hop. do you know how often it happens?

never .

never do the same what i've done cause it kills me. it's too hard when you must wake up and go. without anybody. you must go alone with your strange emotions. sometimes you wanna talk but nobody's going to listen. you go alone and look for this beloved face which gave you a lot of happiness. without him everything is too hard... he's the most important. still the most. tears will be nevermind if he comes back ...

if you...

if you met him tell him i miss him and my world revolves about him. no, i couldn't change my mind. why? understand, he's the most important for me. why do you think i've got affection about footballers? No! you're wrong, the true is i'm only crazy about him ... i don't want nothing than him.
who is he? yes, he's a footballer but this fact only disturbes me. i was proud but now i lean over my life.

Enjoy the music :)